Terrifie

Whatever awaits behind the closed door

I should be happy 

But from inside I am sore

Leaving my present is not an easy task

I will have to face

All that the future has at it's shore

I never dreamt of less

For me it has to be always more

Ever since the beginning

I have wanted to roar

Leaving my present behind

Is torturing me from core

But whatever is awaiting behind that closed door

I have to let all go

And see what future has in it's store.